facing exam stress ;A;

exams are just a month away... and I've been doing nothing but play and sleep all day T3T
seriously regret it, but what is there to do? I had ample of time to prepare but I decided to let it flow by, and now... I'm cramming my brain away, with all the hell long names TT3TT
and for some reason, I'm really bored studying at home, it's like a weird feeling, and I always anticipate for my parents to return home from work.. to see them would make me utmost happy and forget all the stress that I'm now facing....
for some reason, I study like hell so that I can score well... that's not really the problem..
I do it not only for myself, but also to make my family and people around me proud... although they always say that it's just the best to do my best, but sometimes, I have a faint feeling that tells me that they'd be quite disappointed with horrible scores TTnTT
so, to make the people around me happy.. I study @n@

I used to be really emo last year thanks to exams, it was because during form 1 (13 years old), I never studied for my year end exams... this was because I was over confident since both previous exams were easy... I ended up crying all day and night just to finish studies for exams... I slept at almost 3am because I had insomnia and weird dreams about exams... seriously, who dreams of a rock called GEO and a rock called HISTORY fighting together =___=
I'd wake up in a shock every night during exam week and study like a freak until 3 or 4 in the morning..... ZOMWTFBBQ!
however, I'm a lot better now after I'd taken the PMR exams last year.. it was the main cause I went emo and crazy for the past three years to prepare for it... after it, I watched loads of TV and drew cause I was as free as a bird... ^^
so, that incident left me a deep fear within myself.... I'd always go nuts when exams arrived... fearing that I'd face the same problem like I did 3 years ago... now, it's the year end exams again and I hope I wont drop classes.... and disappoint my parents and fellow friends plus teachers...

now that I got that over with, hope I can feel better! I needed a place for me to pour my heart out~ and I still sleep like a pig >3>
continues with history studies... crap T3T CIAO

Merdeka celebration!

today, my school held a merdeka celebration.. a bit late but really fun!!!!
sang like psychos with my friends and danced around :D
and my throat hurt =3=
the form 6 students even made a drama just for us.. ROFL! it was hilarious!! all british police do is wear shades and japanese just go, " WATASHI WA ARRRRGGGHHHH"
seriously funny XD

this patriotic song was awesome!!! satu malaysia XD
the first patriotic which sounds like pop :D seriously, lim kok wing has music students with great potential!!! >:O

nice isnt it??? they should make this the official song!!! it's so beautiful!!!! TTuTT

and here are some hilarious videos me and rambo-tard did after the merdeka celebration at school XD ROFL!! very embarrassing indeed :D



and this is for all u muslims all around the world XD
selamat hari raya people!!!!!

zomg! we dissect mice >:O

blah, school has started and two more days to go until holidays!!!
It was seriously boring at school cos we were all in holiday mood T3T
but, we got to have some fun during biology! dissection today people!!! >:3
we were actually going to dissect frogs, grasshoppers and fish, so that we can compare their respiratory systems...
sad thing was everyone thought it was FRIDAY... although we reminded our group mates >3>
but what the heck, we still went with our mice dissection project which was supposed to be form
6 project but lucky us! :D


first, we put the mice in gas jar filled with chloroform.. so that they would.. well, faint..
it was really hard to see them do it! everyone was like "ZOMGWTFBBQ!!!!!!"


and here, u can see the mice... half dead in the jars <:( they were seriously cute T3T but they sacrificed greatly for mankind =n= thank u mice! some of the guys were singing funeral songs!


let's get down to business!! ( me ish at the left corner... pink outifit people >:I )
apparently, my group of friends and some indian friends of course ^^
were the only one who wanted to dissect the mice and take a look inside...
for some reason, the guys just stood by and looked, some sat way back, some were like... why are u killing both of them @A@
we let them dissect but they didnt want to...


looks like a mega operation :3
"people, I need a scalpel, shed some light here, and a sandwich please.."
"houston, we have a problem... we're out of sandwiches.."


WARNING... seriously!
picture contains disgusting images... if u cant take it, scroll as fast as u can!!!
or you'll end up with three days of no food!!!!
SERIOUSLY!!!!!
I apologize if u saw the disgustingness and lost your appetite :(
very very sorry indeed!!!!






and here is intestines of the mouse me and rambo-tard dissected...
the big red thing is the liver, followed with the intestines and etc...


time to clear up and clean!!!
these are the nails we used to secure the mice on the board/box..
bloodstained!


here ish the lungs ( the small triangle ones )
the hear which is the shiny squishy one
and the um... I dont really know >:I


apparently, everyone was eager to take pictures!!!
spot me? the ugly nerd in pink XD
rambo-tard on my right, and two above me ish kami ( smiley face ) and korean drama fanatic!
and u can see the guys... 3 feet away... looking...
while we dissect the mice XD

may both mice rest in peace!
thank u again for your sacrifice to mankind!
u have given us better understanding of the respiratory system!!!
on with frogs on FRIDAY :3

fufufufufufufufu! ugly cg

nothing to do.. tomoro merdeka!
so, whip up something today!!! have to study later TT3TT

such an ugly cg >:3
facepalms*
needs more practice!!!

the day I cook....

today, I went to my friend's house to make bread and some pastries :3
and here we go!


behold, the workplace!!!! apparently, science students have a thing for theory ( recipe books )
and stinks at practical stuff XD


this is evidence! apparently, I was sent to peeling duty.. and I peeled my thumb XD
instead of freaking out, I was like... get the camera for the blog!!!!! I havent got bloodphobia..
it was oozing.. and oozing and oozing... well, u get the picture :D
bwahahahaha! maiku loves the blood \ (eue)/


but my friend saved it in time XD
no more blood :D


just wanted to post my brother...
he's peeling the walnuts.. well, he had to do something!
apparently, practically everyone I know says he looks cute.. he's also really famous among the girls...this is cos my beauty genes were all inherited by him >3>


and the sweet potato dies!!! it was frigging hard so the knife kinda got stuck...
excalibur!!!! and points at durian skin >:D
it's us two rambo-tards!


and bye bye sweet potatoes XD diced them up :D
look at what u did to my thumb! >:I


and they shall burn in my gastric juice for making me cut my finger >:3


the fillings! yum yum XD raisins, walnut and milk <3


I know.. they look more like sausage rolls, we gave up on rolls and made danish treats?
but we feared they would burn.. so we made them into sandwiches.. ^^
dont get your hopes too high T3T
we never took home economics, we took account for kemahiran hidup!!!
fufufufufu XD!


but what the heck!!! they look pretty!! a little thick, raisins puffed and burnt, but it's still tasty >:D
this was made by me and rambo-tard!


word of wisdom...
never spread too much egg yolk on the surface! or u'll end up with pastries that look like they suffered from the atomic bomb in Nagasaki and Hiroshima!!!!
we wanted to make them look shiny! but ended up with these >3>
but it still tasted lovely >3>
cos I helped made them! and I never.. I mean barely cook!!!!
well, the severed ugly ones were made by my friend, she had to make the sausage rolls.. XD


isnt it beautiful!?!?!?!
it looks gorgeous.. but the taste is kinda..... yeast-ish XD
just because we overadded 1 gram of yeast!
u can smell the fermented smell =3=
but we covered the smell with butter and kaya >:3


orange shirt is my fellow rambo-tard!
the one who can really cook XD
and the one in pink is the music prodigy... who made the bomb pastries >:D


bread dough all sticked to the cloth!!!!!
see, told u science students bluntly follow the recipe book... and ends up with heaps of crap to clean =3= dont always follow the book!!!!


waited for the bread and stuff to bake...
we were bored as hell!!
so my bro decided to mimic dracula XD


vietnam man on exercise bicycle.. ROFL! @3@
the boredom was driving us insane >:D


and so called "I DONT KNOW HOW TO PLAY PIANO" played some songs...
she actually majors in violin!
good music, yes! good pastries......well, not exactly...
rofl, just kidding dude! no offence :D


and these are what we made!!!! arent they lovely?
ignore the severely burnt ones..
we had to hide them somewhere XD

Conclusion, it was fun!!! XD

let's go destroy phones!!!!

>:D
fufufufufu!!! izaya to cheer up your day!
destroy phones! :D

ignore my insanity please.. really happy going to have 5 days straight of holidays, 3 days of school and 2 weeks of holiday SOMORE!!!!! >XD

really love life :D
人ラブ！！！ izaya quote >///u///<
frolics around like a psycho now!

ROFL! rambo rainbow

apparently, me and my friend went to school in the morning.. and the moon was so ROUND!!!!
and my friend says that we can actually see the rabbit on the moon pounding mochi or maybe a man cutting down a tree there ( chinese folklore )
I thought that she was just kidding, mana tau... u can really see the bunny!
it's actually an optical illusion, but the shaded part really looked like a fat bunny!!!!
we wondered how it'd look like if rambo appeared on the moon... :D


btw, when we were on our way home from physics, it suddenly rained for a while and stopped..
my friend's mum was like, where ish the rainbow?? and we were like, what if rambo appeared in the sky with his machine guns and went AWWWRRFFF!!!!!!! XD
yes, both of us are kinda weird with our rambo rainbow fantasy.. >:D


a couple of rambo-tards >:3
we laughed our butts off... =3=